Solitude

I'm finished with Friday....the work day has ended and for me that's all today was...a work day and now that it's over...there is nothing...I came home to a cold and empty house, cept for the dogs and it is really quiet....one message on my answering machine to call a friend...did that and now what?
I do this..this blogging thing that I've grown rather fond of doing..and check to see if there is anyone "online"....I am too tired to go anywhere...there is really nowhere I want to go and I don't even want to turn on the tv....not now anyway....maybe later, as a last resort to quench the boredom! Thoughts are scrambled tonite...I review a few past posts and see if anyone has posted anything new....wondering what everyone else has contributed to the blog world.....do people ever connect anymore or do we just read each other and think "awesome!" or "yeah, that's just the way I feel!" Yes, we do connect on here...but do we impact each others lives and are we afraid of giving away all our thoughts? Some thoughts I have shared I would never have spoken....and so I'm glad I put them here. It's a start...first here and then maybe actually tell someone! Now I have only to choose....publish post or delete...................why not?